When you love somebody, they become a part of you.
That’s why it hurts so much to let them go.
When you love someone that doesn’t love you back
it’s hard to find a way to keep yourself on track.
It leaves your heart broken and hurts so much
20JANUARY 2010
today marks the end of all my special feelings towards you...
no more love.. all buried inside my broken heart...
who cares? NOBODY.. NOT EVEN THE PERSON...
but this is the best path after what i realised yesterday...
He's EVERYTHING to you.
He's BETTER than me.
He's MORE IMPORTANT.
U can denied it as long as u want.
But everybody knows the truth.
U LOVE HIM MORE.
Then ME?
I'm just NOTHING.
I was NOTHING then.
N I'm still NOTHING NOW.
N I will ALWAYS be NOTHING to you FOREVER.
so... whats the use of holding on to someone who doesn't
see anything in me...
my heart,my care,my endless love...
its all NOTHING to her...
so what's the point if all she see is that guy...
what's the point of me still loving her that much
when all she see is him!
4years...
N now i realised...
why am i soo bloody dumb!
There were SOOOO many clues.
love blinded me..
but not anymore.
So many things that happen where i should have realised.
-for him,u cheated me.u lied to me.u didn't even tell me the truth.
wad's all the loyalty,honesty promises? its all just words... PLAIN words..
-he called me.. i could hear clearly he said "SIAL KAU" i told u..
but u were going all out backing him...i kept quiet...
-he called me again.scolded me.u were still backing him.i kept quiet.
-u sent a msg for shaz wrongly to me."feez tk bagi aku contant dan lgi"
i was ur boyfren then..but u were listening to him.i was nothing.
i asked u.u denied.i still kept quiet.
did u ever care how my heart breaks? i knew the truth from ur fren.
do you know how hurt i was?
-do u know how hurt i was when i knew u're twotiming me everytime
i work midnight? do u even know why i was working? U DUN CARE.
-u didn't msg me for a month.with the reason of busy working.
sorry to say. i dun think you will do this if i was HAFEEZ NAWAS.
but unfortunately i'm MUHD DANIAL.
N this MUHD DANIAL means NOTHING TO YOU as compared to him.
i kept quiet then.cause my love for you was too much.
but not until yesterday.
i realised. i finally realised what i was to you then.now.forever.
ur heart.
was never for me.
i found out sumthing he did that made me wanting to confront him.
u asked me why. i didnt want to tell. why?
there's no use telling you.
u will still back him.
what's the point?
I'm a no sweet-talker.
not like him.
All i can give was love.
but u don't need it from me.
so now.
no more this guy trying to win ur heart.
no more this guy burdening you with his love.
the end of his fighting love.
Adakah diriku kau tak perlu lagi
Adakah cintaku kau tak perlu lagi
Adakah dirimu dah berubah hati terhadap diriku
Adakah insan lain bertakhta di hatimu
Hinggakan dirimu mengubah cintamu
Manakah janjimu yang kau beri dulu kepada diriku
Kau pernah berkata cintamu adalah selama-lamanya
Bulan menjadi saksi pada malam itu
Kau kata kau cinta
Sayangku dengarlah rintihan hatiku
Ingin kau kembali seperti dahulu
Kenangan di jiwa membuat ku rindu kepada dirimu
Kau pernah berkata cintamu adalah selama-lamanya
Bulan menjadi saksi pada malam itu
Kau kata kau cinta
Kiranya diriku kau tak perlu lagi
Simpanlah kenangan cinta kita di hati
Walaupun sukar, ku akur kali ini
Biarlah ku pergi
Maafkanlah ku bertanya
Translations
can you feel my heartbeat
the heart that you stepped all over and left
is still beating. and it's beating for you
no matter how hard i try to forget
no matter how many new people i meet
why do i keep thinking of only you when i turn around
i don't want to do this anymore. i want to stop.
no matter how many times i try and try to stop myself
it's no use. my heart is broken. why
why do i keep doing such foolish things
i know in my head, but why is my heart rebelling
i'm holding on to you and can't let go.
it still feels like you're next to me.
i can't believe in farewell
no matter who i meet, i can't open up one part of my heart and i keep your place empty
there's no reason for you come back, but why do i keep thinking that you might come back
why isn't my heart listening
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
don't i know that it's over. i don't understand why i'm like this
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats
i have to forget. i have to forget in order to live
i have to erase it. if i don't, i'll die
stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming
she's gone, gotta be moving on
she left. she won't come back. she doesn't think of you.
she doesn't know that i'm waiting for her, she's doing well
she already forgot about me, totally erased me.
why can't i do that
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
its time...time for me to let go...
her heart was never mine and it'll never be...
go...its the best for you..
tak perlu memakse...
i need true love from the heart...
aku perlukan cinta yg jujur lahir daripd hati...
bkn kerane terpakse...
perjuangan cintaku selame 4tahun...
berakhir kini..
sejak aku sedari...
ur heart is never with me...
tak tahu mane silapnyer....
adakah cintenye dah berubah?
or does she still love him?
i dunno...
i really dunno...
Albi Nadak by Fares
Hanya padamu...
Diri ini hanya milikmu
Datanglah dekat
Air mataku mengalir
Mengharapkan mu
Hanya padamu...
Dan jiwaku padamu
Wahai kasihku usia kita,usiaku
Seluruh hidupku untukmu
Cintamu adalah hayatku
Dirimu buat kita bercinta sebenar2 cinta
Hatiku disini, keindahanmu millikku
Jadi bersatu
Hatiku memanggil
Harapkan engkau sentiasa kekal
Hanya dirimu
Selepas bertahun lihatlah sayang
Kita berjumpa di sini dan bersama
Airmataku mengalir keranamu
Engkaulah kekasih, hidupku hanya untukmu
Seluruh hidupku, usiaku..
Kerna matamu, aku serahkan segalanya
Apa yang daku harapkan
Indahnya kau disisi bersamaku selamanya
Katakanlah kepadaku..
Diri ini..sekian lama mengharapkan
Hati ini, perasaan ini
Bersama hati dan perasaanmu
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........................
yesterday... entah eh nak ckp aper... nak kate kecik hati tuu... mungkin kot...
jujur... itu jer i'm asking for...
yesterday gik jln raye dgn kawan2 O level dulu... nasib bak jannah tak ikot... cause she thought i'm not going...she still going after me... aiyoo... dunno wad she want actually... can't be bothered.....
hahah... k... back to jalan raye... i wore orange baju kurung n sort of light orange or cream samping... 11 org jer pergi... some naek my car... some naek motor sendiri n kete sendiri...
this year smue laen... hahah... ade ketelah... ade motorlah... ade dah kahwin... ade ns...
hahah... sat going jalan raye ngn kwn2 hakim smue... but see first ah... no mood...
hmmmmmp... nak tunggu abah bg masokkan gambar dari camera to comp.... lamer benor...
Goodbye-Secondhand Serenade
It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye
Bye
Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong
Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong
Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong
continued...............
k...first day...gik umah kakak ibu then alek umah nenek...
makan lagi...amek gambar...but i wasn't in most of the pic...
a few... will upload it soon when my dad transfer it to his comp...
we're not allowed to touch his camera...tkt rosak...
tp we can understand... sbb smue kerane abgku akmal yg telah menjatuhkan cameranya
yg berharga $2000 pade akhir tahun dpn...
yg ade skg baru...soooo... stay away! hahah...
yang fun tahun nie is kte one whole kaum...hahah... 8families wore the same colour...
this idea was from my late aunt... but...hmmpph...
she wasn't there to celebrate...
i realli felt the lost on malam raya mase takbir...
my abah start the takbir first followed by my pakcik then the mic was passed to me...
sllnye,my makcik will like say beforehand.... "danial takbir tau k..tk kire kuar suare ker tak..."
n i will always try to please her... i was kind of her fav anak sedare...no doubt about it... ;)
but this year she wasn't there with us... so i started crying more when i saw my nenek wiping her tears... tpi kte terime... kte redha... Allah S.W.T lebih sygkan die... Al-fatehah...
2nd day was nothing much... just normal visits... my family smue grey... i wore grey samping with some light blue... ingatkan cam burok... tpi bile pakai mase siap...klah... boleh tahan...
then my abah snap a pic of me with t-shirt putih,seluar baju kurung ngn samping...
hahaha... new style... (will upload that pic soon too)
bsok will start jalan raye lgi... kumpul duet lgi... hahaha... end
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