[reality never gonna change]

Friday, September 25, 2009

Goodbye-Secondhand Serenade

It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

accept the fact
[dani] -11:34 PM-

continued...............

k...first day...gik umah kakak ibu then alek umah nenek...
makan lagi...amek gambar...but i wasn't in most of the pic...
a few... will upload it soon when my dad transfer it to his comp...
we're not allowed to touch his camera...tkt rosak...
tp we can understand... sbb smue kerane abgku akmal yg telah menjatuhkan cameranya
yg berharga $2000 pade akhir tahun dpn...
yg ade skg baru...soooo... stay away! hahah...
yang fun tahun nie is kte one whole kaum...hahah... 8families wore the same colour...
this idea was from my late aunt... but...hmmpph...
she wasn't there to celebrate...
i realli felt the lost on malam raya mase takbir...
my abah start the takbir first followed by my pakcik then the mic was passed to me...
sllnye,my makcik will like say beforehand.... "danial takbir tau k..tk kire kuar suare ker tak..."
n i will always try to please her... i was kind of her fav anak sedare...no doubt about it... ;)
but this year she wasn't there with us... so i started crying more when i saw my nenek wiping her tears... tpi kte terime... kte redha... Allah S.W.T lebih sygkan die... Al-fatehah...

2nd day was nothing much... just normal visits... my family smue grey... i wore grey samping with some light blue... ingatkan cam burok... tpi bile pakai mase siap...klah... boleh tahan...
then my abah snap a pic of me with t-shirt putih,seluar baju kurung ngn samping...
hahaha... new style... (will upload that pic soon too)

bsok will start jalan raye lgi... kumpul duet lgi... hahaha... end

accept the fact
[dani] -11:27 PM-

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Selamat Hari Raya!!
woo...dah lamer tak update...
nak kate busy...tklah sgt...tp tak tau knp tk update...hahah...
hm..
first day raye... lepak pat umah nenek jer... then cabot jap gik umah kakak ibu...
as usual... not welcomed there... yelah... kite adek beradek + my dad kan takde
"syed" kan dpn name kte org...
but the rest were okay with us... only my mum's kakak paling tue...
her thinking masih zaman purbe soo hack care...hahah...
asalkan dapat duet raye...heheh...

kk...gtg..will continue later...need to go out..

accept the fact
[dani] -3:22 PM-

Monday, September 7, 2009

fuh...lamer btol tak update blog... bz giler ahh.... yelah...semenjak2 jadi manager niee... heh... manager selenge itulah MUHD DANIAL! hahah.. many things have happened this few weeks... yg sedih,sedih sgt.. yg happy,happy giler... ;)

happy-- mcm mimpi... tak sangke... btolnyer tak sangke... but i'm realli happy... its been a while since i felt this feeling...
Sedih-- makcikku yg paling ku rapat telah kembali ke rahmatullah...(al-fatehah) i felt down for quite a few days after that... but was lucky that someone was there for me... thanks dear...

dad asked me again yesterday... give me time dad plz.. why are you soo eager to send me overseas?? i'm not ready yet... tht's my ans... please understand dad... he gave me 2 options...

1st -> SYRIA thts too far... n aniwae my arabic language dah berkarat... dah 5yrs since i left school...(but i still remember the pain when i step into the school for the last time) but i can't tell tht to dad... confirm either i have to go arabic class or he will give me personal tuition... -_-

2nd -> MALAYSIA oklah jgk option nie...(but hometown is still better) hai... jadi mat m'sia lah aku nnti... masok skolah agama ape entah(my kazen's skol) then still need to continue UIA... tak pun nnti kene pakse gik Mesir ker Madinah... come to the same...tpi m'sia aku kene tgal pat umah makcik aku... malulah... abg aku blaja pat sane skg tgal pat sane... abg yg aku tkle get along lgi... suasah nnti... MY option -> SINGAPORE... hahah... i can go poly per... but he's not keen abt that... dad want all his sons dlm bidang ugame... ok per aku kalau terkeluar sikit... hahah...

accept the fact
[dani] -3:20 PM-