20JANUARY 2010
today marks the end of all my special feelings towards you...
no more love.. all buried inside my broken heart...
who cares? NOBODY.. NOT EVEN THE PERSON...
but this is the best path after what i realised yesterday...
He's EVERYTHING to you.
He's BETTER than me.
He's MORE IMPORTANT.
U can denied it as long as u want.
But everybody knows the truth.
U LOVE HIM MORE.
Then ME?
I'm just NOTHING.
I was NOTHING then.
N I'm still NOTHING NOW.
N I will ALWAYS be NOTHING to you FOREVER.
so... whats the use of holding on to someone who doesn't
see anything in me...
my heart,my care,my endless love...
its all NOTHING to her...
so what's the point if all she see is that guy...
what's the point of me still loving her that much
when all she see is him!
4years...
N now i realised...
why am i soo bloody dumb!
There were SOOOO many clues.
love blinded me..
but not anymore.
So many things that happen where i should have realised.
-for him,u cheated me.u lied to me.u didn't even tell me the truth.
wad's all the loyalty,honesty promises? its all just words... PLAIN words..
-he called me.. i could hear clearly he said "SIAL KAU" i told u..
but u were going all out backing him...i kept quiet...
-he called me again.scolded me.u were still backing him.i kept quiet.
-u sent a msg for shaz wrongly to me."feez tk bagi aku contant dan lgi"
i was ur boyfren then..but u were listening to him.i was nothing.
i asked u.u denied.i still kept quiet.
did u ever care how my heart breaks? i knew the truth from ur fren.
do you know how hurt i was?
-do u know how hurt i was when i knew u're twotiming me everytime
i work midnight? do u even know why i was working? U DUN CARE.
-u didn't msg me for a month.with the reason of busy working.
sorry to say. i dun think you will do this if i was HAFEEZ NAWAS.
but unfortunately i'm MUHD DANIAL.
N this MUHD DANIAL means NOTHING TO YOU as compared to him.
i kept quiet then.cause my love for you was too much.
but not until yesterday.
i realised. i finally realised what i was to you then.now.forever.
ur heart.
was never for me.
i found out sumthing he did that made me wanting to confront him.
u asked me why. i didnt want to tell. why?
there's no use telling you.
u will still back him.
what's the point?
I'm a no sweet-talker.
not like him.
All i can give was love.
but u don't need it from me.
so now.
no more this guy trying to win ur heart.
no more this guy burdening you with his love.
the end of his fighting love.
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